Anonymous asked: glad you're ok now. stay strong ♡
thanks, considerate anon
cried all afternoon but talked it through. crisis averted! thank fuck, cuz i love this kid endless gobs of messy, beautiful love.
i puked. i have a headache. i’m upset so i’m going to distract myself on tumblr rn to ignore a bunch of feelings for a little bit and chain smoke and probably cry some more over some incredibly sappy bullshit that i usually find really trite.
if i’m being broken up with right now, i’m going to keep my dignity this time and not fall apart entirely and sabotage myself and i’m not going to be vindictive. because i’m great and i’m not perfect but i’m a good girlfriend and considerate, awesome human being. if he doesn’t want to be with me, he’s missing out and i want him to be happy.
(i just wish he could be happy with me tho….)
Anonymous asked: How did You Know?
finished a song today :)) listen with headphones—seriously.